It's 12:12am now!
I am so fed up churning out essays and presentation slides that I am going to type nonsensical and trivial things here.
Recently, as in the past year or so, I have been redefining my definitions of what is important in life, and what is the prerequisites to certain statuses in life. Although I'm 22 years of age now, I think I've seen quite a bit and hence me redefining some of those its-just-the-way-it-is things. Sadly, yes, put simply, it just means I'm starting to lose hope in things. And I agree that 22 years is rather early to be experiencing that.
To that point, my mum asked me what happens if I continue to lose hope on more things and my life start to fall apart with me wallowing in self-pity? Putting aside whatever intentions she said that with, I would like to interpret it as a reminder that NO, don't ever let yourself fall down that slippery slope. So stop before you get too far out.
My conclusion is no conclusion; but I would like to think that we should all have goals and that they should be constantly revised or changed when you sense that something isn't quite going the right way. That should keep one sane for some time. =)
Ciaos!
(I think I've lost the ability to write in queen's english, it's like they're only reserved for essays. GAHH.)
Saturday, March 26
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2 comments:
although you said your conclusion is no conclusion, I think those last few sentences are quite some concluding statement of what you're considering:) Your feelings and thoughts at any point of time now can be noted down, and in the future when you realize you understand something, that realization could actually be the answers to your feelings and thoughts.
Just some opinions after reading your entry. I believe you can persevere on just as you believe I can.^^
By the way, I am 23 years old. LOL.
ah, forgot to put my name.
-cindy XD
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