Day 1:
I arrived at the school at around 6.50am. I was early coz we planned to celebrate yuying's birthday that morning. Poor thing. She had to spend her 15th birthday on the bus, alone. Okay.. den later we gathered at the hall whereby we sat in our groups and stuff adn we finally set off to Malaysia. I sat with Connie on the bus, with xuefang and wanyu beside and wan chin behind us. We talked. Really talked alot. Finally at around 6pm, we arrived at Pahang. Actually it was our campsite. The sun had already set down and soon darkness arrives. We had caving that night. Cool... the cave was nice with limestones I think. And we had some night walk when we were done with the cave. O yah, later there was a part whereby we were to switch off our torches and walk with the only source of brightness from the moon. It was pitch dark of course and sounds of monkeys and crickets could be heard all the way. According to the guide, they are calling for rain. Before we reached our destination, we saw firefiles! I only saw 1 but Mr Cuthbert and my friends they all claimed that they saw several. Never mind. At least I saw 1. Heehee... Okay. den we reached our dormitory. It looks nice and "appealing" from the outside, the common room was alright, and then we got our keys. When we saw our dorms for the first time, we were totally shocked. The floors was scattered with bugs, bugs and more bugs. There was milipedes as well. Gross. Adn then there was the toliets or rather bathrooms. To our horror, there were even more milipedes there! You wouldn't be shocked if you find a fly flying past you every now and then. Nevertheless, I bathed. Of course, on my alert. Haha... Making sure that there wasn't any milipedes crawling in my cubicle. Haha... then after the bath. We went to sleep. I shared a bed with Connie. My eyes closed and the morning awaits...
Day 2:
Okay. I was awaken by people's voices?? The Malays in our dorm woke up early and bathe. they were so clean ok? haha, felt guilty. I didn't bathe in the morning. I didn't want to risk myself by going in the toliets again. Den slowly, moe people woke up. And after all those brushing and stuff, we set out for the "canteen". where we had out breakfast. The strange thing is, at the camp, I couldn;t feel whether I was hungry or full. I ate very little for sure. Don't know why. I just couldn't finished the food. haha, the thing I liked was the milo. everyone complained it was too sweet. But I thought it was just nice for me. Haha... okay. den we set out for, if I'm not wrong. Abseiling. Wow! I love that, It was fun, very very fun indeed. Even Huaqian who's scared of height completed the task loh. Haha, 3 cheers for her!!! I also completed it. I managed it without suffering from any scratches. Phew~ O yah, there, Meiyin was bitten by a leech, It's liek bleeding non-stop. it was disgusting u noe. I spotted it on her leg just as she was going for abseiling, she was brushed it off her leg. Luckily it was a tiny one. Disgusting! Den later, we had our lunch under the trees. Risking bugs and worms dropping into our food. But I couldn't care much, after all, I had to eat it. Thus I chose not to look out for them. Haha.. War strategy. Yeah! Den..let me think. O yah! We went for caving. Okay. This cave is the dangerous part. There were parts that was so dangerous that we had to go one by one, with the leaders or guides helping us. we whad to bend down sometimes. Looking out for our head. There was one part that was so memorable. It was a 75 degree slope. We could only slide down a little ojn our butt, with the walls our only support. I was scared okay, I had a bottle in one hadn and a torch in the other. Den later wanyu offered to help me keep my bottle. Thanks. I felt more stable. Thanks alot. O yah. henry was a poor thing, he had to help Mr Cuthbert take a plastci bag full of plastic bottles. Worst part is, when we reached the slope, the plastic bag teared, bottles kept falling out, and we had to make sure we didn't litter the cave or else we had tp be banned from having water. So wanyu, mich, me, henry, dempster, yuying and some other people were like picking up the bottles and trying to stuff it into the bag again. It wasn;t of much help actually. Sorry for that. Then when later at one point the guide stopped and he said we were supposed to find the way out ourselves. Although I knew that from the other groups earlier on, I was still very scared. I walked with Wanyu. When I realised we wetre liek the last few people, I can't helped but cried. I felt insecure. I miss home, I miss Singapore. I must really thank Wanyu, I'm timid, if not for her, I would be like scared stiff in the cave. Thanks for your concern. And Michelle, foe leading us out of the cave and jungle. And Connie calling out, " Bewareof holes here!" and everyone who help in one way or another. I didn';t help much, or rather, I didn't help. I'm helpless myself. I'm not a leader, I'm just a follower. I wished I could be of help to somebody, but it seems that there was only times when people helped me. I couldn't do much. Sorry for that. But really a big thanks from the bottom of my heart to those who helped. Thanks wanyu and mich. Then later at night, we were supposed to sleep in tents that night. It was raining that night, wan chin, con and me shared a tent... con adn i was like crying in the tent. We missed home. Then later i opened up the tent to catch some breathe, to my horror, I saw a snake!!!! It was yellow and black in colour, con and I yelled. It was like so near to us. We immediately zipped up our tents. We couldn't risked our lives opening it. We shouted for Mr Cuthbert. we told him and later, in some chaotic situations, We were told to move out of the tents into a small house. where 20+ girls squeezed in half of the house and less than 10 boys in the other half. Good for the guys den. I slept in one corner with my sleeping bag with connie and me. It was real cold. I kept shivering. there was some intervals in the night whereby everyone in the house woke up. Usually its liek one wakes up and talks and slowly the whole house of people woke up. haha... I had a good sleep that night. Guess I was too tired bah. Haha... ok... I shall continue mu next entry some other day.
I'm tired.
Bye!
Saturday, May 29
Tuesday, May 18
This isn't me
This isn't me.. It feels funny. Like why aren't I angry when I should, why aren't I depressed when I should, and why aren't I disappointed when I should?? Why why why? That's why, this is definitely not the normal me...
Alright, I failed 2 subjects. To be exact, Chemistry and Physics. How could I fail them? They are my sciences loh. I'm deadmeat. Chem I got a 49!!!! Just one more mark to pass ok? And the teacher din gave me tt miserable mark lo. This should be an easy paper lo, I noe that. But why did I fail?? I din expect to fail Chem lo, I'm only prepared to fail Geography. Because I know I didn't study well, or rather, I wasn't even well/fully prepared. I broke down the night before the exams, from that night, I've decided to not push myself further for the Geog paper the next day. In the end, surprisingly, I didn't fail it. Instead, I failed my Chem. ALright, that was the "moles" fault. I didn't really understood that. And worst of all, it was tested on most. I didn't want to fail. I didn't expect myself to fail. Miss Woon's words really hit my heart, hard and painful, the wound is so deep. I'm not going to be insulted ever again!
Another disappointing subject, my physics, well, I've got nothing to say. I studied and well, I got that kind of results. It's not like I didn't put in efforts loh. It's just that... dunno why. Hai~ At least I didn't fail until that bad.
Well, E-maths. All I can say. I HATE THE PATTERN QUESTION, NO 6. I couldn't hate it more. I'm lousy at that. That question wasn't even supposed to carry that great lot of marks loh. Like 13/14 mrks??? That wasn't in our syallbus lo. Somemore it's linked throughout. Hey u! Have you ever thought that there'll be some poor things who din even noe how to get the very first answer? Fine, I lost 10 marks there. And careless here and there. So if it wasn't for the stupid question, I would have managed an A. Well well well~
Somemore? geography. Hey! this is the only paper that I'm happy about. Rememebr earlier I said that I'm prepared to fail this paper.?? Miraculously, I got a B3. Amazing?? hai... cant it donate some of the marks to my chem? Anyway, Geography wasn't well done too.. To me, an A1 is a well done one. sometimes even with a high A1. Demanding aren't me??
okay... enough of those...I must be prepared to welcome my other papers. *Hope**Really*.
Well, talking about Sec 3 camp, I"m scared of leeches!!!! Yucks... hai... can"t be helped. Alright, bye
Alright, I failed 2 subjects. To be exact, Chemistry and Physics. How could I fail them? They are my sciences loh. I'm deadmeat. Chem I got a 49!!!! Just one more mark to pass ok? And the teacher din gave me tt miserable mark lo. This should be an easy paper lo, I noe that. But why did I fail?? I din expect to fail Chem lo, I'm only prepared to fail Geography. Because I know I didn't study well, or rather, I wasn't even well/fully prepared. I broke down the night before the exams, from that night, I've decided to not push myself further for the Geog paper the next day. In the end, surprisingly, I didn't fail it. Instead, I failed my Chem. ALright, that was the "moles" fault. I didn't really understood that. And worst of all, it was tested on most. I didn't want to fail. I didn't expect myself to fail. Miss Woon's words really hit my heart, hard and painful, the wound is so deep. I'm not going to be insulted ever again!
Another disappointing subject, my physics, well, I've got nothing to say. I studied and well, I got that kind of results. It's not like I didn't put in efforts loh. It's just that... dunno why. Hai~ At least I didn't fail until that bad.
Well, E-maths. All I can say. I HATE THE PATTERN QUESTION, NO 6. I couldn't hate it more. I'm lousy at that. That question wasn't even supposed to carry that great lot of marks loh. Like 13/14 mrks??? That wasn't in our syallbus lo. Somemore it's linked throughout. Hey u! Have you ever thought that there'll be some poor things who din even noe how to get the very first answer? Fine, I lost 10 marks there. And careless here and there. So if it wasn't for the stupid question, I would have managed an A. Well well well~
Somemore? geography. Hey! this is the only paper that I'm happy about. Rememebr earlier I said that I'm prepared to fail this paper.?? Miraculously, I got a B3. Amazing?? hai... cant it donate some of the marks to my chem? Anyway, Geography wasn't well done too.. To me, an A1 is a well done one. sometimes even with a high A1. Demanding aren't me??
okay... enough of those...I must be prepared to welcome my other papers. *Hope**Really*.
Well, talking about Sec 3 camp, I"m scared of leeches!!!! Yucks... hai... can"t be helped. Alright, bye
Sunday, May 16
Another normal day...
Hey guys! This is my second entry.. How should I put it? Shld I make it a happy or a sad one? Anyway... I've decided I'll just let my fingers crawl all over the keyboard and just type something out yah? lolz... The 100m dash starts...
Er... nowadays I online for at least 3 hours can?? HAha.... tt's not very normal for me or rather I think I shouldn't be doing that, yah? But nvm, exams are over and I should pamper myself a little? But anyway... onlining is just as bored for me.. nth much to do? So, have been reading pple's blog every now and then... hopes for a new entry? Isn't that a pointless thing to do? Okay... nvm, come to think of it now, maybe it's not totally pointless la... at least I get to know how pple think of me, or rather think of the-dongdongs family. Well, to y0u: "Since u are happy there, why should I pull you out of ur group? Same here, why issit when I thought everything has quieten down, you have to say something to spite me.. But nvm, I'm no longer the old Li Shean. Now, I'm the "improved and strong" Li Shean. Say all you want.. I will not be affected anymore. Just when I thought everything could be back to the old days.. Nvm den."
HeyS! Back to my topic. O... these days, I have been re-watching for the 3rd time, Meteor Garden 2. Haha, I don't know why I keep watching leh... although part 1 is better. But I dun hav. lolz.. So I just have to resort to watching part2. Recently just realised that it's just as touching. Wow!! I really love Dao Ming Si and Shan Cai. Will I get to be involved in such a hong hong lie lie de relationship? dUh.. God knows.
How can someone like Jerry Yen be so shuai?! Can't stand his height, his mesmerizing looks/face, his expressions and his nose! WaHAhAhAHa..
Anyway... loOking forward to caMp.. WahaHAha, it's gonna be fun! And wow! Connie and I managed to get into the same group!! That's our yuan fen! It's a pity Pei din went... Imagine the 3 of us in the same grp! yeah~
O yah, I just mentioned that I have been reading pple's blog yah?? I've discovered alot through all this you know. Amazing? I've realised XingWen's great command of English, Brian's emotional side, Henry's character, Valerie's thoughts, YeeNing's colourful background, YuPing's activities and Daniel's feelings. Whoah! That's a great lot for me. Next time should explore more, definitely.
Anyway, jiu4 ci3 ge2 bi3. Like writing ying yong wen liddat. Lol! BYe! Nice day ahead!
Er... nowadays I online for at least 3 hours can?? HAha.... tt's not very normal for me or rather I think I shouldn't be doing that, yah? But nvm, exams are over and I should pamper myself a little? But anyway... onlining is just as bored for me.. nth much to do? So, have been reading pple's blog every now and then... hopes for a new entry? Isn't that a pointless thing to do? Okay... nvm, come to think of it now, maybe it's not totally pointless la... at least I get to know how pple think of me, or rather think of the-dongdongs family. Well, to y0u: "Since u are happy there, why should I pull you out of ur group? Same here, why issit when I thought everything has quieten down, you have to say something to spite me.. But nvm, I'm no longer the old Li Shean. Now, I'm the "improved and strong" Li Shean. Say all you want.. I will not be affected anymore. Just when I thought everything could be back to the old days.. Nvm den."
HeyS! Back to my topic. O... these days, I have been re-watching for the 3rd time, Meteor Garden 2. Haha, I don't know why I keep watching leh... although part 1 is better. But I dun hav. lolz.. So I just have to resort to watching part2. Recently just realised that it's just as touching. Wow!! I really love Dao Ming Si and Shan Cai. Will I get to be involved in such a hong hong lie lie de relationship? dUh.. God knows.
How can someone like Jerry Yen be so shuai?! Can't stand his height, his mesmerizing looks/face, his expressions and his nose! WaHAhAhAHa..
Anyway... loOking forward to caMp.. WahaHAha, it's gonna be fun! And wow! Connie and I managed to get into the same group!! That's our yuan fen! It's a pity Pei din went... Imagine the 3 of us in the same grp! yeah~
O yah, I just mentioned that I have been reading pple's blog yah?? I've discovered alot through all this you know. Amazing? I've realised XingWen's great command of English, Brian's emotional side, Henry's character, Valerie's thoughts, YeeNing's colourful background, YuPing's activities and Daniel's feelings. Whoah! That's a great lot for me. Next time should explore more, definitely.
Anyway, jiu4 ci3 ge2 bi3. Like writing ying yong wen liddat. Lol! BYe! Nice day ahead!
Friday, May 14
Some satisfaction
Hi to you.. This is my first self-decorated blog. Hope that everything will turn out well. *Hope*
These days, I've been pretty well. Hmm... or should I say, I'm feeling free because exams are over? Maybe I should but with the exams over, the time to face my results has come. I don't ask for much, I just simply hope to get a PASS for my Geography, Physics and maybe Chemistry. Hahas, since when did I became so easily satisfied? Thought I would definitely aim for an A? Yah, but maybe that was me 1 year ago.
With the disappearance of him. There comes the appearance of him. Trying to forget but yet so cruel. Trying to accept but that's not right. Everything seems so contradicting. Well, I myself IS contradicting. So, what can I say...
Alright, I'm afraid that's about all. Good time everyone...
These days, I've been pretty well. Hmm... or should I say, I'm feeling free because exams are over? Maybe I should but with the exams over, the time to face my results has come. I don't ask for much, I just simply hope to get a PASS for my Geography, Physics and maybe Chemistry. Hahas, since when did I became so easily satisfied? Thought I would definitely aim for an A? Yah, but maybe that was me 1 year ago.
With the disappearance of him. There comes the appearance of him. Trying to forget but yet so cruel. Trying to accept but that's not right. Everything seems so contradicting. Well, I myself IS contradicting. So, what can I say...
Alright, I'm afraid that's about all. Good time everyone...
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