Looking arnd...

I was looking around for a blgoskin actually. Cant really find a suitable one though. I think I should stop playing the com coz my eyes are red now. Don't know its infection or what. It's feeling itchy and swollen too. Not red eye! Doesn't look like.
Oh... haha. If people are visiting www.the-dongdongs.blogspot.com, don't really bother for now. I mean FOR NOW! haha. Coz 3 of us are "fighting" over who should blog first. None of us are willing to blog. haha, that sounds lame. But it's truth!! haha, all of us are stubborn. Since you don't want to blog, why should I? haha... So, I think it's time for a new layout. Maybe even change the blog's name. So, that's why I'm trying hard to find a new blogskin. But so far, sad to say, nothing suits us... hai, nvm, shall continue. GambAte!
okie... so next week I got 5 tests agaiN!! Argh!!!! Cant they separate all the test.  Monday we having A-maths and chinese test. Tuesday for E-maths. Wednesday for Social studies. And finally Chemistry which we are not told when's the test. It's a surprise test actually. Sigh~ Test week again... fed-up by it. If I'm getting good results, I don't mind spending the whole day studying. The point is, i studied, yes, I really studied, but the results were unsatisfactory. Example is Chemistry. I'm sooo worried bout my Chem loh... I don't know what to do.. T_T
Anyway... nothing much to talk about liao...
bye~
regretting why I never sign up for vjc mentoring then~

hi...

hi...
I guess it's been some time since I last blogged. That partly explains why I feel so troubled. I have alot of things to say. But, i cant. This is something bad about blogging. You cant reveal all your thoughts here.. although we should because it's supposed to be a journal. -_______-
Well, I don't quite understand or like people who suck up to others. I think it just doesn't seem right to me... and of course I don't really like it. Anyway... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
These few days I guess I have been more or less okay.. I think I'm trying very hard to be a happy girl. haha, that sound odd isn't it. Well, anything... Being a happy person is great, you may even influence the friends around you and make them happy. That's counted as a good deed done, yah? But on the other hand, it's not always so easy to be a happy girl. well, who doesn't want to be happy, but in reality, there are still alot of people who are feeling miserable, gloomy etc. For me, as a student, bad results can affect my mood alot. And I really mean ALOT. haha, you can go and ask my close friends. Sometimes I didn't mean to "attitude", but I just cant really control myself. for instance, i didn't do well for me chemistry today. I was very fed-up with myself. I knew how to do the sums, but there had to be something call "nervous" and "blank-out". I hate them!!!! hai~ Anyway, its over.
Okay, change topic.
Today something malu happened to me today... I kinda had a very very very very very very very very very very very funny and weird fall. Adding to it was that Danny and Pamela was in front of me. that's like OMG!!!! I hope I didn't blush. Although its real embarassing.
-case close-
Anyway, I met my primary friend today. She topped our school in the PSLE. Felt happy for her... she still looks as skinny as before and her forever confidence look. She's really so smart. Went to Dunman high. But then during sec 2, the school realised she was too smart to stay in Dunman high. So, she transferred to Raffles Girls' this year. Hope she is doing well now...
all the best Chay ling...

back to the normal days

I was looking through the earlier posts just now and realised that I have been kind of "too emotional". Haha, I shan't be soooo emotional now...
Anyway... haha, first of all, today is Stefanie Sun YanZi's birthday. hAppie birthDaY to yAnZi! haha, I'm going bonkers... *looking forward to her new album in mid Sep. Haha, anyone want sponser??*
okie.... I shall talk about today. Today went for CO, as usual, and nothing much happened. Then we were released by 4pm. Went down to the Art Room and realised all the tchers and principal were having a meeting in there... And it will only end at about 6pm earliest. I was like going OMG!!!!! We need to keep our instruments inside the room! den later no choice, had to locked up the Erhus in 3/6. Haha, I think that's scary. *touchwood*. And then realised kon and sheryl was still in school. Touched! haha, thanks! But then sometimes also very paiseh, 'cause I'm like somewhat neglecting Yiwei. I feel guilty, but there's no way I can go with the both of them. As in... they cant always go together right?? So no choice. hai~ Nvm...
The main point is, I went to meet up with kon and sheryl... den we danced, sang and played together. We went wild. haha, totally wild. play till bout 6 den go home haha... We were like having a "Mini Compeitition". Haha, like see who can write down the most number of male singers in taiwan, most number of artiste with the surname "Zhang" and all... haha... that was very fun...
den on the way home.... din managed to meet "mould". Haha, sheryl must be very disappointed lo... haha...
anyway... that "look in front" thingy isnt valid anymore... SobS! haha, nvm.... i'm crazy....
fingers tired.
bye..
good luck
nice day~

the Ls

Liking someone is so difficult. And I mean one-sided. It sure takes alot of patience, time and all. I don't know. I'm just quite tired about it...
I keep giving in to him. Everything that he ask me to help, I will naturally do it. Although I do not feel like helping. And I will treasure everything minute with him. Yes, i think that's positive?.. And treasure everything that he tells me. Whatever, whatever...
Notice it's one-sided. Meaning he isn't really doing anything to please me. Which makes it even more difficult. Sigh~ 

A and B

Hmm... it's been normal these few days... well, kinda regret what I told her that day. but never mind, let bygones be bygones. Guess I shall not think about it anymore. I must :D. yah, smile. I want to be a happy girl!
Okay, so now, move on to A and B.
A, well, he's so far yet so near. yeap. that's exactly how I feel like. I've given up hope, ya, more or less. No point isn't it. He wouldn't notice me. And he's changed. Well, never mind. All these are meaningless now.
B, okay. So it's like, I notice him, but he doesn't notice me. But I feel equally happy, at least he made me happy for about a week. Well, that's ages ago. It's impossible too.
All these hurts. But well, I'm not gonna think about all these anymore. 
Anyway. Today is racial harmony day. hahas, many pple say its a "photo-taking" day. Well, I think its more of a "model-show" day. hahas, it's actually quite entertaining-- observing people's costume. Quite alot of pple wore kimono, alda, stefanie that group and elizabeth, chiou huey that group. haha. They're pretty. Knows how to doll themselves. And there's this class, not sure is 4/5 or 4/6, all they guys dress in singlets and sarong. Haha, so like fisherman like that. Lol. And danny dunno wear what race de costume. But looks like arab people. haha.. then today still got CO later in the day, and after that went home lo. Was tired out. ok, my fingers are tired now... bye~
  

Hiya!

YoyOyo~
Haha, been blur these days. don't like the feeling of it. just feels sad u know. Like everything also mus last minute do simply because i forgot there's this thing or that thing. frustrating. irritating. hiya. jus like today. I was doing my history mindmap den mingkee say got what e-maths test. I was like stunned~ -_________-!!!. E-MATHS TEST??? I din know loh. why huh. i also dunno. is something happening to my ear. I really got listen to e-maths lesson what. how could i missed it? Omg~ I'm very worried. Please... let me go back to my normal self again. why have I become like that now? I'm worried. very worried indeed.
-Pray-

After 4 days...

Heyheyz~ I'm back.
Heard something on the radio last year. I bet some of you must have heard this before.. But I just felt like typing it here... so here goes:

If you like a person, you will....
1) Always look out for him in a sea of heads
2) Call him to find out why he/she is absent from school
3) Becomes nervous when you spot he/she
4) Take a peep of him/her(even if he is with a group of friends) from the corner of your eyes
5) Your palm sweat when you shake hands with he/she
6) Have a hard time hiding your smile upon seeing him/her
7) Admire he/she from head to toe
8) Be thinking of he/she NOW!

Da dar! Haha, so by now, you should be convinced that YOU have really fallen for he/she, the person you were thinking of as you read the above. Well, I guess I knew who I like from this also.. lolz..

Anyway... now, wanna talk about something.. er... that quite pissed me off on tue. Wellm as usual, I went for my CO practice. Today was the first day we combined practise with the sec 1s. Ok.. so far, nothing much happens. BUT, when the part comes for our tcher to re-arranged our seating plans, well, I couldn't deny. I was really angry. For he wants me to change to Erhu2... to help guide the sec 1s there. Okay, I'm willing to help them. But, I have been in Erhu1 for like 2 years and 6 months le.. How do you think I can adapt. I was angry. I refused. For a minute, I thought this might even broke into an argument. For I am really determined, I didn't want to change to Erhu2. Simple reason. I have to re-learned all the songs... The songs that I have played before... including our SYF piece. I remembered my parents who once said. " If u want something, achieve it urself, fight for it, be bold to stand up for it. People would not help you. People may not know that you are unhappy of it. So, you yourslef is supposed to help myself. Fight for your rights.." And NOW, I'm happy to say that I HAVE DONE IT!!!!!!!!
Well, you may think that I'm being selfish. But that's what I really dread, to learn the songs all over again. I'm not going to do that. I'm sicked and tired. I like what I'm playing now. At least it sounds nice to me. I didn't want to change. This time, I was really determined. I'm happy now. Oh, by the way, in the end, I wasn't transferred. yeah~
This is an important lesson that I have learnt. In the future, when we go to work, enter the cruel yet reality world, this would come in real useful. At least that's what I think. Lesson learnt : "Fight for what you want, and be determined"

No title for today

Hiya! Felt like blogging. But didn't have any content. Weird isn't it. But anyway... still need to write about something right?? So, I'll just let my thoughts run wild..
OooH! Yesterday, I went on a shopping spree. That's what u call that right? yah. Okie... bought lots of things. Happy. Bought clothes and food. My sis bought a new bag. Sobz... I din get one. Haha, she bought with her vouchers la, from "The Wallet Shop". Then I saw a wallet. It has flowery prints on it, in blue. Very nice!! But I thought the price was even nicer. Lol. Yah, we shopped for a new... er... what u call that... er... hi-5 set. Lol... came upon a new brand. Shinco. Hasn't heard of it. Well, the promoter kinda convinced my mum that its a new company in the market. And somewhat says that nowadays, Sony might not have the best products. Coz there's alot of other new companies competing in the market. Lol. Whatever... I don't really know all this.
And oh! Today.. I got my hair all gelled up. Lol. IMAGINE!!! Haha... Coz I just simple love to style up pple's hair. But as you can see, I can;t possibly style up my hair... I need a guy's hairstyle or very short hair to achieve that. But no way am I going to cut my hair till that length. Lol... So, i was daydreaming if I could get hold of a guy's head and start styling them up. Lol. Anyway, I'm crapping. That's like crazy. I noe. Haha... Okie... I will want to style and dye my son's hair in the future. That's what I've always wanted to do. Some friends would know. lol
Anyway... still have to do the E-Maths holiday assignment paper 2. Sigh!! Argh! I still need to do it now. Sobz... Simply coz I missed that out while I was printing all the online assignments. And happily thought that I have finished everything. Never mind. And after finsihing that. I shall continue with my Harry Potter and The Order Of The Pheonix. Yah, if you are thinking, I'm re-reading it. lol
Bye~

Treasure even the simplest things..

Yah... That's the thing. Treasure even the simplest things. Never take things for granted. You may just lose it in the blink of an eye.. maybe your five senses even. They're important yah? But has it ever came to you that you might actually lost them one day? I didn't used to think about all this. But recently, a conversation with a friend made me realise this. I couldn't imagine if I ever lost any of my five senses. It's definitely going to be horrible. I really feel sorry for him. But I can't do anything. I can only say, "God Bless". Get well soon.
Alright. I request you not to ask me about the above-mentioned "him" or even try to guess who he is. Reason is. It is rude. Forgive me for being blunt.
Anyway, get on to the other topic. Well. "You" are giving me the bad impression yet again. Well, you still dissapoint me. But I think that you should actually make it an effort to cover up ur hatred for me. You know, its far too obvious. Your actions shows it all.