give up.

I totally give up.

A Psychological Tip

Whenever you're called on to make up your mind,and you're hampered by not having any,the best way to solve the dilemma, you'll find,is simply by spinning a penny.
No - not so that chance shall decide the affairwhile you're passively standing there moping;but the moment the penny is up in the air,you suddenly know what you're hoping
-- Piet Hein


- I've found the answer to it.

I feel so un-loved.







Work's tiring me.
School's boring me.
Life's meaningless.




Everyday's the same. Everday so not looking forward to the next day.












Losing things.
What if I'll never find them back?

recall.

Recall.
I think I look absolutely stupid when I got my results.
You know there's this erm letter with ur L1R5 score inside.
And then it's like you need to tear 3 sides of the letter to open it.

I repeat, I must have look damn stupid when I was opening the letter.
I think henry, yiwei and chinghee was crowding me la.

When I finish tearing the first side of the letter, I tried flip open the letter.
But obviously couldnt la.
And someone told me there's another side.
And I jus tore the other side any-o-how.
And again I tried to tear it open.
And another someone told me there is yet another side.
Gosh.
I remember henry keep asking me to fold the sides for easier tearing, but somehow, my brain just couldnt control my hand.
Yes. I was that nervous.

Now that that letter is successfully opened, I feel so stupid.
And anyway, thanks to everyone who has comforted me. tags as well.

I was sad when I first got my result. I was emotionless when I reached home.
I'm now feeling damn inferior when I know what my current tj classmates got.

Just a random post.!

Actually, I'm supposed to be doing my geog-yucks-research now. But heehee, I just remembered that I had, and i reallly mean HAD to blog about something. LOL.
It's..
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..... haha. alright. Today on my way home from parkway, I met a happie family.
And my eyes somehow got stucked onto the daddy. LOL.
HAha... he is like super good looking. (well, at least appeals to me)
He looks abit like andy lau and edison chen. WOW. for me.
I kept staring at him la, Lol, so malu..
And tHEN! he caught me looking at him. Awww.. so paiseh. Hahah..
But then I thought, I most probably wouldnt be meeting him again, haha, so I continued to stare at him. HAha... but this time not that obvious la. Weee...
His wife is above-average I would say. This kind of couples are considered rare now.
Coz normally good looking guys will pair up with a so-so girl. And a pretty lady will be with a so-so man. What is happening to the world?
Heehee....
Finished blogging, awwww....
means it's back to the boring-till-cannot-tahan-irritating geog research.
cya!

haha. met mdm wan and esther lee at parkway. TmS rocks. still.