I missed this out during the previous entry. How could I?

CHEERS a thousand times for finally finding this mag at PageOne.

Ok, this post shall be in point form to gather all my thoughts.











- last training was so not last trainings. last training ended like there's gonna be 10 more trainings to come.





-when i make a decision, i shldnt regret it right? RIGHT!

- tt day was snapping photos with wenhui. and i commented that my smile [wei xiao] looks weird in pictures. [ maybe in real life too?] and she suggested me to da xiao.
-well, i think it turns out slightly better than wei xiao. LOL



-went for badminton girls finales against rj. think tj had the most supporters la. though the girls didnt win, they put up a good fight la.




ane was thinking, how nice if taekwondo can get that kind of support for our competition. not even 5 tjcians came to support us even though we won. hai, reality. once the school doesnt support you, there's almost nothing you can do. )=)







- sports carnival today. I WENT. coz I cannot pon.
- and i got darker AGAIN. sobs




-went vivo after that.





-finally saw the donut parlour. (but shldnt it be donut factory?)
- at vivo toliet, random

- Oh. I forgot to rant about something.

You know that day, on one fateful day, I pon school. Not to play, not to slack, not even to rest, but to study for the geog jct the following day.

And on that particular day, 6 girls was missing from class. oh my.

And mind you, that was the first ever time I pon school since j1 day one.

ok la, i came late 2 time to rest. but it's just coming late!!

wah, i cannot stand it that for the very first time, i got caught and punished.

ane, i hate that punishment. it's year-long. ARGH!.

-end of rant-

-take care peeps

i wanna study efficiently for jct, I want my freedom back. Got to find back the trust for her.

My mind is in a whirl.

I'm undergoing this period of "insaneness".

What am I supposed to do?

Expose was last sunday.

I know this is abit late (I always blog late) but better late than never!

Since I'm lazy to post pictures up, shall write essay style about the comp..



Trainings for the past 2-3 weeks was tiring no doubt but I'm glad I have a great team which make things so so much better..



The 3 of us [ yuyang/desiree/me] passed time:

drinking glucolin (lols!)

gossiping about everything under the sun

from wearing knee guards to applying counter-pain

tearing AND crying

doing knuckle pumping

trying to immitate dancers and their dance steps

eating TaoKaeNoi

sharing hor fun/mui fan/barley and yy and me snatching the barley seeds

fine tuning our pattern in the toliets

and even being spied on

and even diao^ing the girl who spied on us

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All of these memories will be etched in my heart. though in the end we didnt manage to clinch what we aimed for, but the journey to clinching the silver was still worth remembering.

this gonna sound cliche, but dont care, coz I really truely felt the meaning behind this quote...

"Its the journey that matters and not so much of the destination"

though i dont deny that there will be 遗憾, but we all believe that it wasnt reeeallly totally our fault. What happened was just an accident that came at a really wrong time.

so, cheers!



green belt team 2007, still the happiest one. =)))

Subconciously, I know I'm just giving excuses for not studying.
But the excuse IS there, it's visible and real.
Conciously, I know that even if it's there, I shouldnt use it.
But... just dont think I'm strong enough, yet.

I'm waiting for 13 May to come. Yet the other half of me wish that it can cont for a lil longer.

-矛盾-