hmmm...

Actually, if I were to type this post yesterday, I'll be ranting like MAD. And I bet no one will read it till the end. LOL.
So all of you should feel blessed that I had Econs to do and thus didnt have time to come online to rant my frustrations.
I realise, JC life is really like, no life. YOu sleep, you wake-up, you travel to school, you go for lectures, you sit in tutorials, you go for lunch opposite sch.. and everyday just keeps repeating itself. SO SIAN. Evidence, yc's blog. Haha... she's complaining like me!
I realised I can be rather irriating and whiny nowadays. Opps.
But then, I really cant stand it when I put in effort for something, force my eyes to open lying on my bed, for fear that i'll fall asleep, and already have a aim in my mind and that something have to disappoint me. Worst still when it disappoints alot. This happens so very very often that I cant take it anymore. ARGH.
oops. sorry. I just ranted out tt irritating issue.

Hmmm. oh. and i want to talk about REGRET.
do you all often regret the things you do, speak?
I regret alot of things you know. and the feeling really..., su*ks.
i used the word, and u know how pissed i am right.
ARGH.
you may say there's no point regretting for something that has already happened. Yes i know. But I still cant fight the feeling can? i hate it when it happens so very frequently.
Does this comes to a point that I think too much? too sensitive? hai, as what mk always tells me. i'm trying to change already, and i hope i really can.

OH, I'm sorry this turned out to be a RANTING post still. paiseh. this's not for your reading pleasure.

it's the failure that happens time and again that took away my confidence.
and i didnt used to think that way, instead, i'll be very angry with myself if I think of myself that way in the past, but all the things may proved it right. afterall, i shldnt live in self denial right. but of coz, i will still work hard to prove that wrong la.

bye.

Woah!

So fast, another week's gone.
Got back result slip and it was da-dang, a piece of shit. PUI.
Gonna, no, gotta! do better for promos. Twice the effort i hope.

This sunday's grading and BBQ!
I'm looking forward to the food! HAH.
Oh anyway, there's so many pple arnd me who keeps complaining they're fat and wants to go on diet. This make me also feel like skipping either lunch or break know... But then, my weight hasnt go down. Hmmm... maybe it's the sweet sugary drinks that's contributing to my weight and fats! ARGH! But everytime after PE or taekwondo, I will thirst, then I'll buy canned drinks. Everytime I walk past SweetTalk, I'll feel like buying bubble tea since it's so much affordable now then before. And somemore, after lunch or dinner, I always want to drink can. ARGH!!!!
NO! I must cut down, bring my weight to where I was this Jan.

O. Did you know that banana contains lotsa calories?

Now's arnd 1230, so tired le, shall stop here then.

-Jiu Ci Ge Bi-

Finally posting my feelings again...

Woo.. cant believe that I'm actually blogging. So duper long never blog about my life liao... hee
There's so many things going on in my life now, and it feels rather good actually. I prefer to have lots of activities after sch rather than go home right after sch ends. I think that's because I like company.

Oh ya, and back to the topic, about being busy right. hmm ya.. Now I dont have time to come online during weekdays, except when I have to come dl notes or do PW. Such boring stuffs right. I agree. But then I think what's occupying most of my time is tkd, and coz I enjoy it, I dont really mind. For now lah. if it's like promo time, I will mind. LOL. come on, I am LiShean. the great. wahahhaa

Oh. And I forgot to blog about something very impt. JCT results. Well, it's pui, a piece of shit. And I actually got a U for physics. I got 36 and to get an S grade you need 37. damn.
But I'm quite happy for econs, considering the amount of time I spend on it. haha.
Then, am quite disappointed for geog and gp. am VERY disappointed for maths. Which I practised the most. Hmm... so I still believe that if you think that you're very good in something and you think that you can do it well, sorry, it will always turn out the opposite. This is life man. big sianness.
Whatever.

-tkd rocks

I saw this on royce's blog and thought it was interesting so here it is:

1. Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's (example: 1, 2, 3, 4, ...)
2. Repost as "I have lived through ___ of these 158 things."

I HAVE LIVED THROUGH 60 OF THESE 158 THINGS
[1] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[2] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[3] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[4] I have played ping pong.
[] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[5] I have seen fireworks.
[] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[] I have almost drowned.
[6] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[7] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[ ] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[8] I have stayed up 'til 2 doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.
[9] I have been ice skating.
[10] I have been roller blading.
[11] I have fallen flat on my face.
[12] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[13] I have been in a fist fight.
[14] I have watched the Power Rangers.
[] I attend Church regularly.
[15] I have played truth or dare.
[16] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[17] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[18] I've called someone stupid.
[19] I've been in a verbal argument.
[20] I've cried in school.
[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I've played tennis on a team.
[] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[21] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[] I've climbed a rock wall.
[] I've lost more than $20.
[] I've called myself an idiot.
[22] I've called someone else an idiot.
[23] I've cried myself to sleep.
[24] I've had (or have) pets.
[25] I've owned a spice girls CD.
[] I've owned a Britney Spears CD.
[] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[] I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[] I've mooned someone.
[] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[ ] I've been in the newspaper.
[26] I've been on TV. Well, a photo of me
[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[27] I've eaten sushi.
[] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[28 ] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[29] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[ ] I've been called a geek.
[30] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade. (for like dunno how many times)
[] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[ ] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[31] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[32] I've written poetry.
[] I've been arrested.
[33] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[ ] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[34] I've had/have siblings.
[] I've been to a rock concert.
[35] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[36] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class.
[] I've been picked first in gym class.
[37 ] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[38] I've cried in front of my friends.
[] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[ ] I've played Halo 2.
[] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[ ] I've been to Alaska.
[] I've been to China.
[ ] I've been to Spain.
[] I've been to Japan.
[39] I've had a fight with someone on AIM. (MSN.)
[40] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[41] I've had serious conversations on any IM.
[42] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[43] I've been forgiven.
[] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[ ] I've cried at a chick flick.
[ ] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[ ] I've been to a rap concert.
[ ] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[44] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.
[] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.
[] I've been in a car accident.
[45] I've done drugs. (medicine=drugs, right?)
[46] I've been homesick.
[47] I've thrown up.
[ ] I've puked on someone.
[] I've been horseback riding.
[48] I've filled out more than 10 myspace/LJ surveys.
[49] I've spoken my mind in public.
[50] I've proved someone wrong.
[51] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[ ] I've broken a leg.
[] I've broken an arm/fingers.
[] I've fallen off a swing.
[ ] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight.
[] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[52 ] I've lost my backpack. ( but i found it back)
[] I've come close to dying.
[ ] I've seen someone die.
[53] I've known someone who has died.
[54] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[] I've done modeling.
[] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[55] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[56] I've realized how good my life is.
[] I've counted my blessings.
[57] I've made fun of a classmate.
[58] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[] I've slapped someone in the face.
[ ] I've been skateboarding.
[] I've been back stabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[59] I've lied to someone to their face.
[60] I've told a little white lie.
[] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[ ] I've fainted.
[ ] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[] I've been pushed into a pool.
[] I've been/am in lov


OMG. 60's less than half of 158. I shld get a life right.
hmm...