jus things on my mind...

Today. I was watching a tv serial. The 5.30pm that repeated show.
It shows a scene of students taking their o-level results.
Some were crying while others were celebrating.
It stunned me.
totally stunned me.

I know i dont want to be crying when i recieve MY results.
If I had to cry. It would be tears of joy. and not cry for sadness.
I certainly want to smile looking at my result slip.
I wun care if I look like a lunatic smiling at a piece of paper.
All I know is that the feeling will be nice.

I can still vividly remember ms neo's words.
the close-ur-eyes-and-imagine thing.
she told us to imagine ourselves in sch next year receiving our o-level results.
I guess i will never forget the feeling inside me when i imagined that.
I won't say it here. But look, I will not forget.

I've been doing alot of self-talk nowadays.
Both my sis and ms neo encourage me to do that.
i tried.
and it really helps.
maybe today you should start trying...
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Yesterday i was standing in front of the mirror.
Observing my face..
and i squeeze my nose...
water or rather oil starts oozing out.
YUCK.
EEK.
EEW.
i noe.
i thought "oh no!"
it's time to start cleansing my face with all the skincare products nicely laid in my toliet and bathroom.
The next night.
I stood in front of the mirror again.
This time. I squeezed my nose again.
To my horror... something, not oil, starting oozing out.
some yeelowish-white substance..
It was GROSS.
totally disgusting.
I asked my sis what was it.
she jus answered "pores"( or whatever you call that )
I went "OMG!"
i didn't know i have them.
this quite spoilt my mood today.
plus i'm sick.
blocked nose. blocked ears.
you might be wondering what's "blocked ears".
Explanation:
the feeling that your ears's covered by something. and whatever sound you hear seems to be coming from a distance away (even if it's happening just beside you) and all the sounds are very faint.
So hey pple. If i cant hear you, pardon me.
I'm just feeling so not right.
bye peeps.

BLANK

What should I blog about?
I feel like bloggin but dun really know my contents... Ah. -___-""
Results? Everyone's bloggin bout that?.
Nevertheless...
I'm disappointed with many subs, with CombinedH the worst.
Anyway..
I think we should ahve a class blog.
Ahha...
can take pics during the Phua Chu Kang Musical...
But mr eng is like taking years to book those tics can...
later sold out again........hai
PNFC. who knows what that means? except henry. hahaha
poor henry, always have to tolerate my grumbling and craziness over **.
haha. thanks for being my "dustbin"
hope it doesnt get too full
but it really does get filled one day. can all spill out and inform me.
den i perhaps wun ever throw a single thing in..
but hey... is that possible? haha.....
wah. this like so cannot-understand for pple other than henry.
PNFC all the way!

HigH

hey. hi! yeah you! Hi! HELLO!!!!!
HEY!!! Why arent you waving back at me???!!!! you!!!!!YOU!!!!!!
YA YOU!!!
lift up your hand this minute and shake it from side to side!!!!
open YOUR mouth and say HI!!!!!!
If not.... something will happen to you!!!!!......
what?........
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that something is.... nothing.
Good day ahead!!!
bbYE!!
i told u i'm high.

i am blog g i ng

O well. For your information, that day I already blogged.
But blogger was under some lame construction and my whole entry went *da-dang*! Vanish into think air.
Well. results. Just p.e.a.c.e.
Yes, I will work hard.
yeah. I need motivation again. Sometimes I wonder. Is it only me who needs motivation all the time?? That's kind of bad you know.
Sec 4 life is so stressful. Pple hav exams. We also have exams, but with lessons...
After exams, others hav fun. For us, it's just normal lessons. Even chinese supplementary for those MT pple. Well. No choice. This is call SEC 4.
I so disagree with the DSA programme. Cant they just do things the normal way. All these is making me frantic. And whatsmore? I just realised the date to send Ms Shirin those CCA records is due. Well. WOW! That is soooo wonderfulL.
I'm in a bad mood.
Someone help me...
Or maybe if all my other subjects get A1. den i wun be so sad.
well. dream on!

Common Tests

Well. got back A-Maths. One word: " aH!"
I'm disappointed with SS. Guess I could have done much better. Something just went wrong.
Hope the result won't be bad. I really *pray*.
I musn't let myself down.