I should really buck up.
It's week 5 already.

Things have long began to pile up.

But why still the happy-go-lucky kinda attitude?

Come on lishean! Embrace the new sem!

Almost forgot again:

Yr3Sem 1 也一定美好。=)

心情很差

I look back. It's so surreal.

I haven't been blogging a lot nowadays, or should I say, very little.

Been subconsciously neglecting this humble-looking webpage of mine for a while.

I was looking at the intervals for the recent posts and realised that I didn't post anything in the month of May and July. For July, I can't really think of a reason why I didn't blog about anything. As for May, I was telling my mum the other day that I felt like I didn't live through May and June this year because of fieldstudies. It's such a getaway from the "reality", however you define it. I remember leaving behind a few things undone, some memories not yet properly kept away, certain things not yet put in the right place before my trip to Thailand. Somehow, looking back at those things 2 months after, some of them certainly felt alien.

So I lived 39 days in a foreign land with 40 odd fellow mates, all of us not knowing what to expect for the adventures/"horrors" for the next day, but all eager to embrace every dawn. Really glad to have made the right decision in going for it, no regrets at all. To experience what would have been impossible to. Will post the itinerary here if I ever get my notebook back, for my memory.

This 3-months holiday has been fantastic, seen alot and changed quite abit. And now is the closing.

I lost 2kg from fieldstudies =)

Not keen to get it back at all =)

Exams!

Shouldn't leave such an angsty post on the top for too long.

Till after exams!

=)

I have never ever been so stressed out since I entered uni.

There are so many things on my mind every fking second and everything single thing is so fking important that i can't give up any. seriously, my birthday celebration has to be the last on the list. i even find my own celebration a nuisance to my schedule.

i am not purely lamenting or exaggerating my situation, seriously i have never been in a bigger piece of shit before.

im someone who works under pressure. but this time round, its so overwhelming that it prolly won't work that way already.

im not just bored or sick of doing assignments, but I've reach the level where I feel I have no inputs to the assignments. staring at the stupid word document for half an hour not writing anything is so common i think its abnormal already.

I actually feel like I'm undergoing depression. go away.

i need to run away to thailand. i need to run away to langkawi. now.

that was wrong.

from now on..

As of now, my deadlines are as follows:

Tourism Essay (2000 words) (5^th April)

GE3227 Reading Presentation Slides (5^th April)

GE3239 Project (2000 words) (6^th April)

GE2206 Presentation (7^th April)

RE1805 Project (max 25 pages long) (8^th April)

Hobo Report Findings (10 pages long) (9^th April)

Learning Portfolios final (6 to 7 entries) (13^th April)

I haven't touch my readings for years. And my exams start on 26th of April.

Please give me a hard knock on my head if I appear to be not doing work from now on.

GEE.