Subconciously, I know I'm just giving excuses for not studying.
But the excuse IS there, it's visible and real.
Conciously, I know that even if it's there, I shouldnt use it.
But... just dont think I'm strong enough, yet.

I'm waiting for 13 May to come. Yet the other half of me wish that it can cont for a lil longer.

-矛盾-