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"PN Rock" Era is kinda back.
though it may not be as crazy as before...
it still exists.
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OKie... so. What's to update about my life?
Nth much.
I think I lead quite a borING life.
As in.
I dun exactly have many friends..
I am not the clever girl anywhere.
I dun know how to mingle with pple. ( which protrays me as anti-social to others )
I not the apple of any tcher's eye.

Come to think of it. Very sad hor..
I always believed that my primary school years were the happiest so far in my schooling life.
Not as in the friends there better.
But. Somehow.
I was the "top" of many things.
There. I was a prefect. That made me feel like I had some power somehow.
There. I was top in class. But EM2 only la.
There. Tchers like me. At least 1 or 2 k... ( and i really mean it)

But when secondary life sinks in. my heart kind of sinks with it.
I remembered sec 1 mid-yr I was ranked 35/40.
Like. What shitty results.
Imagine. From 1st to the 35th?
How would you feel?
Then. I pia.
and I pia^ed.
at the end of sec 2 end-of-yr, I improved to 12/40.
You all might think that wah. I must be very happy then. Got improvement.
Ya, I was indeed happy. As in. Who wont.
But somehow. the end-of-yr exams was also the turning point in my life at this stage.
When it failed to get me somewhere I wanted to be.
I totally lost faith and hope.
It was like.
Who cares about the freaking result?
And the interest to study somehow slipped away.
UNtil now.
I felt I should be motivated for Prelims and O-levels.
After attending the 3-day motivational camp.
I really really really hope I will. and WILL be motivated to study real hard.
Ok.
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Anyway, I'm feeling kind of bored here. So I shall discuss about teachers.
So far in my entire schooling life, there had been 3 tchers whom I really adored and is very grateful to.
First one is my primary 2 chinese teacher. Zhen lao shi. She's a very small-built teacher. It was she who showed me what chinese is about and used methods I have never known before to teach. Till now, I can still remember what she taught me. Serious.

Second one. My primary 6 tcher. Miss Teo or otherwise now known as Mrs Chan. She was married to the form tcher of the next class in tt yr I was graduating. Cool. Anyway, that's beside the point. Actually I dun really know what exactly made me like this tcher so much. She's actually quite a common tcher. Dunno. ( Ask yuping and audrey for comments. She was also their form tcher. ) Erm. maybe she's more fun-loving. Dunno. But till today, I still miss the days where class 6/6 would joke arnd with her. O wells.

The third tcher. Ok. Like who doesnt know who this is. Well. the BIG name--> PN.
This one. I also dunno what made me adore and respect her so much. Eh. She is also fun-loving as of Mrs Chan. (above) Perhaps she showed me the way for SS? Lol. Eh. But she's definitely a bu ke duo qiu tcher. I think she's very successful in life. Or rather. Work. Since I dun know her private life. But in terms of work. She's cool ok. Like. Promotion after only like 2 yrs in school. And I assume good pay too. Like mingle arnd well with most tchers. And at the same time so greatly loved by her students. Like what more can she ask more? ( OH! Maybe a man. lol )

If I really will become a teacher one day. I want to be one like her. But I will want to have a decent man by then.

Alright. So much of my thoughts and "rants"?
Guessed it's time to say byebye?
I'm drifting off to sleep.

PN rocks back. (not an easy task)