how ar?
this holiday's supposed to be for revision.
but the prob is. i havent even finihs the holiday homework.
shit.
why cant the tchers jus dun give so much homework?
i'm not asking them to totally dun give.
jus like..
firstly, i dun tink the 10 jianbaos will be of any help to my o-levels exam.
like what for?
secondly,
if al the students spends all their time doing those homework,
who will hav the time to study?
i admit i slack alot.
and i hate myself for that.
one day, when i am looked down upon by others,
i will regret.
but this is not what i want.
why cant i study as hard as others does?
aH!!!!
no, i musnt continue liddat.
and whats worse.
my left eye,
the swelling comes and goes.
so irritating.
i dun wan all this to happen.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but what can i do?
STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pple think i'm stressing myself too much
pple think i am that kidn who satys at home during holiday to study
pple thinks i am those smart smart pple.
but truth is,i'm not.
i din study and i'm not smart.
perhaps i'm stressing myself.
but is it too much?
but if i dun stress myself,
i seriously wun see the rush to study.
bia!

gaming

Just now I was playing this game called "pocketful of stars" from the www.orisinal.com.
And den I was trying to hit the high scores.
I was quite sure that the lowest of the high scorers was arnd 55000 points.
Meaning I have to get at elast 55001 points to be among the high scorers.
OoOh, and then I was playing and playing and *da-dang*, I managed to hit the score of 66703.
Woah!!!!!
I didn't want to continue playing ( game wasnt over yet) coz I was so sure that I'm in the high scorers already.
Who knows?
I ended the game and I wasnt asked for my name!!!!!
And I was so pissed when I realised the lowest high score was like arnd 88000.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!
I should have continued playing.
Wasted my time.
Think I spent 45 mins on that.
well. I know.
Childish right?
RIGHT!
Okie. so that's all for the gaming part.
Anyway
Just now I went to TJC to help my sis collect her A-Level Cert.
So you see...
a "little" girl in temasek SECONDARY pe shirt walking around temasek JC.
trying desperately to locate the Admin Office.
so uncertain.
Then finally reached the office.
It was totally empty except for a lady.
I told her what I wanted and she asked for my IC.
oH god!
I didn't bring.
Thus, she went on asking about my school.
O yah. She thought I was collecting the Cert for myself.
Man, do I look so matured?
Anyway. back.
so she was like
"ok. sign here. Write a four in front"
i wrote:
"4"
and she said "nono. not four. as in alphabet form"
and i wrote "for"
she said: "nonono, write for, father"
and I wrote: "F"
and dUh. that was just what she wanted.
I was shouting in my heart" cant you just say write a letter F?!!! Make me so malu. Like don't understand english liddat."
So pple, take note, four doesnt not = to F.
letter f= F
ARGH!
and then it goes on.
Next, the clerk says " sign your name, your initials"
Naturally, I signed.
Then she took the pen I was holding in my hands.
She cancelled my signature and said "write your name, your initials."
so I was thinking, does she want my NAME or my INITIALS.
so I just crossed my fingers and wrote NLS.
phew.
Luckily that was what she wanted.
And then she asked me to sign my name.
And after that, everything done.
- alright. everything's over-

I looked at the Cert.
I didn't feel much.
Of coz, not my Cert right.
But, imagine if that was my Cert.
4As.
Wow.
How nice would it be if it was mine.
I guess I would feel much stronger if that Cert was really mine.
O wells....

Anyway, if you had noticed, below are some of the pictures of Jennifer Aniston and Brad Pitt.
I just realised few days ago that brad's real name is Bradley.
as in they cut it short la.
Well.
Why did they have to break?
Bless jen.

Good luck on your homework peeps.

yea yea...

I'm actually looking forward to the PCK Musical. Lol.
yeap. i certainly need to improve my english.

PNFC all the way. yep.

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It's in the afternoon now. Humid day spoils my day. Makes me feels sleepy.
I am so angry and frustrated with myself.
Why din I do my maths yesterday? fact is, I havent do it today too.
ArGh! i'm so gonna....!!!!!!!

yes, i need motivation. motivate me. motivate me. motivate me.
but i guess motivation from PN will work most.
since she is a t******.
ahha. maybe later go pia the work.

I think i need to link up mingkee's and minsi's blog.
but kept forgetting.
now also abit no mood.

why is it so hard to say it to u?

Bye pple.

jus things on my mind...

Today. I was watching a tv serial. The 5.30pm that repeated show.
It shows a scene of students taking their o-level results.
Some were crying while others were celebrating.
It stunned me.
totally stunned me.

I know i dont want to be crying when i recieve MY results.
If I had to cry. It would be tears of joy. and not cry for sadness.
I certainly want to smile looking at my result slip.
I wun care if I look like a lunatic smiling at a piece of paper.
All I know is that the feeling will be nice.

I can still vividly remember ms neo's words.
the close-ur-eyes-and-imagine thing.
she told us to imagine ourselves in sch next year receiving our o-level results.
I guess i will never forget the feeling inside me when i imagined that.
I won't say it here. But look, I will not forget.

I've been doing alot of self-talk nowadays.
Both my sis and ms neo encourage me to do that.
i tried.
and it really helps.
maybe today you should start trying...
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Yesterday i was standing in front of the mirror.
Observing my face..
and i squeeze my nose...
water or rather oil starts oozing out.
YUCK.
EEK.
EEW.
i noe.
i thought "oh no!"
it's time to start cleansing my face with all the skincare products nicely laid in my toliet and bathroom.
The next night.
I stood in front of the mirror again.
This time. I squeezed my nose again.
To my horror... something, not oil, starting oozing out.
some yeelowish-white substance..
It was GROSS.
totally disgusting.
I asked my sis what was it.
she jus answered "pores"( or whatever you call that )
I went "OMG!"
i didn't know i have them.
this quite spoilt my mood today.
plus i'm sick.
blocked nose. blocked ears.
you might be wondering what's "blocked ears".
Explanation:
the feeling that your ears's covered by something. and whatever sound you hear seems to be coming from a distance away (even if it's happening just beside you) and all the sounds are very faint.
So hey pple. If i cant hear you, pardon me.
I'm just feeling so not right.
bye peeps.

BLANK

What should I blog about?
I feel like bloggin but dun really know my contents... Ah. -___-""
Results? Everyone's bloggin bout that?.
Nevertheless...
I'm disappointed with many subs, with CombinedH the worst.
Anyway..
I think we should ahve a class blog.
Ahha...
can take pics during the Phua Chu Kang Musical...
But mr eng is like taking years to book those tics can...
later sold out again........hai
PNFC. who knows what that means? except henry. hahaha
poor henry, always have to tolerate my grumbling and craziness over **.
haha. thanks for being my "dustbin"
hope it doesnt get too full
but it really does get filled one day. can all spill out and inform me.
den i perhaps wun ever throw a single thing in..
but hey... is that possible? haha.....
wah. this like so cannot-understand for pple other than henry.
PNFC all the way!

HigH

hey. hi! yeah you! Hi! HELLO!!!!!
HEY!!! Why arent you waving back at me???!!!! you!!!!!YOU!!!!!!
YA YOU!!!
lift up your hand this minute and shake it from side to side!!!!
open YOUR mouth and say HI!!!!!!
If not.... something will happen to you!!!!!......
what?........
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that something is.... nothing.
Good day ahead!!!
bbYE!!
i told u i'm high.

i am blog g i ng

O well. For your information, that day I already blogged.
But blogger was under some lame construction and my whole entry went *da-dang*! Vanish into think air.
Well. results. Just p.e.a.c.e.
Yes, I will work hard.
yeah. I need motivation again. Sometimes I wonder. Is it only me who needs motivation all the time?? That's kind of bad you know.
Sec 4 life is so stressful. Pple hav exams. We also have exams, but with lessons...
After exams, others hav fun. For us, it's just normal lessons. Even chinese supplementary for those MT pple. Well. No choice. This is call SEC 4.
I so disagree with the DSA programme. Cant they just do things the normal way. All these is making me frantic. And whatsmore? I just realised the date to send Ms Shirin those CCA records is due. Well. WOW! That is soooo wonderfulL.
I'm in a bad mood.
Someone help me...
Or maybe if all my other subjects get A1. den i wun be so sad.
well. dream on!

Common Tests

Well. got back A-Maths. One word: " aH!"
I'm disappointed with SS. Guess I could have done much better. Something just went wrong.
Hope the result won't be bad. I really *pray*.
I musn't let myself down.