I need a kingstone spree by july 15. maybe earlier than that.

can i be lucky again?

minor things often can have a considerable impact on me.
simply cos, I'm very sensitive.
and yea, I gotta change that too. =)

On another note, I'm happy that I finally passed physics for the first time in like this whole one and a half years. Yipee. thnks sis. =)
And that I finally passed human geog for the first time too since the beginning of this yr. =)
Though both passes werent considered quality passes, but still its a pass! A good start!

Allow me to bask in my lil joy for a while.
Never give up lishean. =)

我在 EMO.
but dont get it wrong, its not about results.
results emo^ing is long over. it has got to end someday.

为何？

当我决定要做一样事情， 我总是不会马上去做。

然后一切就来不级了。

它失去了意义。

而我，后悔了吗？

其实并没有那么严重，但因为今天我处于EMO 期， 所以会把事情说的严重一点点。

但是，因为我珍惜它，所以我在意。

ok, i doubt any person in the right mind will understand what this post is all about. its just my random thoughts ok. not ur inference prob.

thnks fiona =)

YAY!

Mwahaha, went to queue for donut factory's donuts today! this time not vinco donuts anymore! So the bunch of girls reached there at arnd 11am and the queue wasnt very long so decided to queue. But subsequently, we realised it opens for business only at 1230! bah!
But since I really wanted the donuts, more than movies and kbox. HAHA, i queued and qh and melissa queued with me. thnks! the rest went kbox and movies.
But it was quite a relatively short wait. we queued for one and a half hr and we got like 72 donuts. yay! donuts spree. lol.

after that we sneaked in to the kbox room for 45mins! free enjoyment.

donuts!!!!!

=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

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just cant bring myself in there yet. but i'm neither sure if i wanna get out too. it just doesnt feel right la..

Been going out these few days. shuang!
And now, its back to the waking-up-at-6am-den-chiong-to-sch kind of life.
Hang in there!

My xiaogui can do a handstand too!

是不是？

Anyway, my legs are feeling tired after walking round and round marina sq. and quite qiao! met wenhui and fiona. Haha, shall go use my oto to prepare my legs for tmr! =))

oH. and this is for smint for ask me what are mini tomatoes.

What a random post. Hee.

so! Went for 方大同 LIVE音乐会 with yc,aq,sis and I.

I think his personality is cute. He verbalises whats going on in his mind. Oh! reminds me of ms j. lols. Anyway, back to the point, he's real skinny and to me, he totally feels like stanley huang lixing. With the way he walks... And for those who dont know who is he or how he actually looks like(coz his album pic is dark dark de):



And yc got 2 posters of his. One given by peifen and the other by fangdatong himself. She must be feeling so happy man. plus I just got her sms that she won YET another one hand signed from yes933. Oh man. When will I win something from yes933? lols.



And after that went for genkisushi. oh ya, the food was okok. Overspend the voucher limit too. my sis paid the remainder. =)

Yay! Haha, I'm one of the 9 out of 762pple who have been liberated today! Notice that my subj comb is always the first to end and thus have the most packed timetable. after 2 double exams day, felt really drained.

Throughout these past few days of studying, had the accompany of Mr.rashes. Eeeks. As you all know rashes is a HUGE issue for lishean. lishean and rashes simply cannot co-exist. How unlucky can I get?

On a lighter note, I found a great snack to munch on whilst studying. Mini TOMATOES! mugging+tomatoes=healthy lifestyle. lols. Speaking of munching, I swallowed a few packets of TaoKaeNoi, loads of snacks from Hokkaido from aunt, endless loafs of bread yadayada. And I'm gonna gain so much weight! but I dont want to exercise, i'm not as hardworking as fiona and mel to go runnning VOLUNTARILY. Haha.

So anyway, I'm now having this 5 day long holiday. big yayness! Gonna plan it well and enjoy!

Oh, before ending, my phone's seriously "sot"! It doesnt freaking record my miss calls. Whats the point of telling me I have a miss call and not tell me who is it from? And in the whole of last week, had some missed calls, could it be the NDP informers? Argh! too late. Gotta send it for repair sometime soon.

Lastly, hope everyone who still have lit, chem, bio papers will have enough strength to endure a lil while longer. =)

I promise this is my last post before JCT ends...

One of my greatest weakness is indecisiveness. I think my sis will nod super agreeingly if she sees this. yah so back to the point. you know what. when i see something I like, I will most likely not buy it on the spot. after i leave the shop, that particular something will linger in my head and then if i really cant get it off my mind, i will go back and buy. like now, i feeling like buying that stupid shorts from fareast and that tshirt from zara. But anywayy, the point of me blogging this is: I shall stop being so indecisive. I'll try.




haha xf i post your unglam picture. I HAVE to post this pic coz LOOK! my eyes are bigger than hers!! wahahaha.

and i like this =) we look so natural and happy here. =))

how come this two pic look so diff when its taken at the same place? lol.

and btw, I'm quite pissed for still not being able to get that BANG! mag.

And the last thing: I dont understand why I'm always hardworking at the wrong time.

Sec 2 was such a wrong time to be hardworking, it should be sec4. not that sec 2's not impt, but it relatively less impt isnt it.

And now, I feel that its happening again. FREAK.

sorry, till now, i havent been keeping my promise.

i hope i can lift up my head high the next post.

After watching dance concert, I realise that I miss the stage and I miss my erhu. but well, missing my erhu is a subset of me missing the stage.

From those nervous on-stage performances in sec 1 and 2 to the dont-really-feel-anything performances (excludes syf and concerts) in sec 3 and 4 subsequently.

Miss the applause after every piece you play. miss the trying to listen to what others are playing at the other end of the stage. miss the encore and the "faked" encore by the alumni. Haha, and zhenglaoshi walking backstage and reappearing in less than a minute to play our encore piece which we had practised beforehand.

and of course "my" erhu. From not knowing anything about it to knowing how to position it, the fingerings, how to tiaoying, how to huanxuan, how to huangong etc.. That's what kept me occupied for 3 and 1/2 years.
And then I decided that perhaps I didnt have enough passion to continue for another 1 and a 1/2 years. and i moved on.
But now, I miss the stage. It's been a long time since I genuinely performed on stage.
Not that I regret it, just that sometimes things can trigger your lost passion for something.