OKay... before I start on my (ARGH!!!!) geog project. Wanna blog about something.
Ok. So, YMCA organised this KOREA SKIING AND SNOWBOARDING CAMP. cool isnt it.
It's 7days 6nights for $1500, which includes EVERYTHING!
Plus.. you get to go with your friends. INTERESTING isnt it.
So... after like much, and i really mean MUUCCH discussion with my parents, I finally got their permission. SO happy.
But guess what?
On the day that we wanted to sign up, we saw the iternary pasted on the notice board.
And it turns out that we have almost 3 full days of skiing. JUst skiing and skiing.
But we all wanted to walk and visit and of coz shop around! So... so diasppointing.
But then, afterall, it's a SKIING CAMP.
Hai..
Feels so mao2 dun4 you know, like I was once so determined and wanted to go so so much, now, when I got the chance, I just let it slip away by itself.
But then again, why waste the money if I'm not interested right?
Hee, hope that I'd made the right decision.
PROMOS COMING REAL REAL SOON!
GOTTA BUCK UP MORE!!!
BYE PPLE!!!
Friday, August 18
OH MAN! ANOTHER week has passed. Anw, have lots to blog about. But kinda lazy to phrase everything into sentences and paragraphs. So this entry will be in POINT FORM. Here goes:
1) I'm so tired now. must sleep soon.
2) I need to chiong Math and Physics tutorial+ understand the lecture notes over the wknd.
3) I need to save up for club fund. Hai...
4) I need to be more consistent in my work.
5) I musnt be so timid anymore.
6) I must show him what are my real capabilities.
7) This is random: She's smart, she knows everything.
8) There's CIP next wknd, I dont know how am I gonna survive it.
9) It's time to study for the Econs essay test.
10) I MUST MUST MUST build up my self-confidence.
11) I must look more approachable and not DAO!
12) I must set a goal for PROMOS!
13) I musnt continue munching food non-stop.
14) I MUST pay full attention during lectures. ESP Geog and Econs.
15) I should be contented with what I have.
16) This is random too. Wenhui's fbt shorts got 2 BIG holes! and she wore it to school. -__-
17) I must count down the weeks to PROMOS!
18) ....... still thinking
Hmmm, of all of the above, the more important ones is those about studies and be more approachable. Studies wise, I think my results for JCT is really bad in comparison with my friends. I cant afford to lag behind in JC, coz everything will just start piling up. NOOOO!!! Go LISHEAN!
As for the " be more approachable" part, I think it's quite a serious problem for me. I dont want qianhui and faith to say I look fierce again. And I hate it when my real emotions and my facial expression doesnt match. Means when I'm happy, pple will actually think that I'm mooding. AHHH!! Is there like a "How To Correctly Show your True Feelings Through Your Facial Expression" class? lol. SMile more! YES!
Anyway, on another note. I'm actually very interested in who reads my blog. So that I can control my complaints about him/her. WAHAHAHA... Lol. Well, that will never happen anyway.
Anyway, gotta go catch up my beauty sleep now.
Tml is CHIONG TUTORIALS AND TEST DAY! AND THEN TML IS REVISION DAY! KEEP GOING LISHEAN! =D
takecare peeps
1) I'm so tired now. must sleep soon.
2) I need to chiong Math and Physics tutorial+ understand the lecture notes over the wknd.
3) I need to save up for club fund. Hai...
4) I need to be more consistent in my work.
5) I musnt be so timid anymore.
6) I must show him what are my real capabilities.
7) This is random: She's smart, she knows everything.
8) There's CIP next wknd, I dont know how am I gonna survive it.
9) It's time to study for the Econs essay test.
10) I MUST MUST MUST build up my self-confidence.
11) I must look more approachable and not DAO!
12) I must set a goal for PROMOS!
13) I musnt continue munching food non-stop.
14) I MUST pay full attention during lectures. ESP Geog and Econs.
15) I should be contented with what I have.
16) This is random too. Wenhui's fbt shorts got 2 BIG holes! and she wore it to school. -__-
17) I must count down the weeks to PROMOS!
18) ....... still thinking
Hmmm, of all of the above, the more important ones is those about studies and be more approachable. Studies wise, I think my results for JCT is really bad in comparison with my friends. I cant afford to lag behind in JC, coz everything will just start piling up. NOOOO!!! Go LISHEAN!
As for the " be more approachable" part, I think it's quite a serious problem for me. I dont want qianhui and faith to say I look fierce again. And I hate it when my real emotions and my facial expression doesnt match. Means when I'm happy, pple will actually think that I'm mooding. AHHH!! Is there like a "How To Correctly Show your True Feelings Through Your Facial Expression" class? lol. SMile more! YES!
Anyway, on another note. I'm actually very interested in who reads my blog. So that I can control my complaints about him/her. WAHAHAHA... Lol. Well, that will never happen anyway.
Anyway, gotta go catch up my beauty sleep now.
Tml is CHIONG TUTORIALS AND TEST DAY! AND THEN TML IS REVISION DAY! KEEP GOING LISHEAN! =D
takecare peeps
Saturday, August 12
-PROMOS- IN EIGHT WEEKS' TIME!
hmm.. that's just a reminder to remind myself to MUG! no more daydreaming in lectures lishean! Buck up! (is this called pep talk btw?)
Anw, actually came here to blog because I cant sleep. As in like, for the whole night, I couldnt sleep well, so might as well come online and do something, rather than wasting my time tossing and turning in bed. Later still got to go for some CIP thingy. I figured I would be quite tired after tml. probably getting only an hour of sleep. Ohmy.
Another issue, blogs are never private right. Hmm, that's why I never write things out straight and CLEAR. Ha, only pple close to me will understand I suppose. THAT's why my blog's always so boring. No surprises and secrets. Heh..
JIAYOU pple taking O's and Prelims A's and Promos.
-when there's a will, there's a way-
hmm.. that's just a reminder to remind myself to MUG! no more daydreaming in lectures lishean! Buck up! (is this called pep talk btw?)
Anw, actually came here to blog because I cant sleep. As in like, for the whole night, I couldnt sleep well, so might as well come online and do something, rather than wasting my time tossing and turning in bed. Later still got to go for some CIP thingy. I figured I would be quite tired after tml. probably getting only an hour of sleep. Ohmy.
Another issue, blogs are never private right. Hmm, that's why I never write things out straight and CLEAR. Ha, only pple close to me will understand I suppose. THAT's why my blog's always so boring. No surprises and secrets. Heh..
JIAYOU pple taking O's and Prelims A's and Promos.
-when there's a will, there's a way-
Saturday, August 5
I saw something super nice and felt like putting it up here.
It's about takewondo one anyway...
Smint! Must watch! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fd3UQkgT55c
It's about takewondo one anyway...
Smint! Must watch! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fd3UQkgT55c
Friday, August 4
YEAH! I completed the 2.4 km run in 13.34mins!!!
Wah... fastest timing in my life so far.. lol
So happy.
Come on lishean, show the same determination in your studies!!!
PROMOS coming in i think 9 weeks. Stress.
Hai.. and I havent start revising.
cannot slack!!!!!!
HEE! ok. another thing is.. SO SORRY GANG! As in the secondary school clique. Cant join the steamboat at MK's house coz of super busy schedule. SOBZ. But i'll be staying over. Quite cool. YEAH! I LOVE STAYOVERS!
And..... I cant think of other things to blog liao. used to blog so often lo. Now like so lost touch with the blogging world. lol.
till the next time!
-omg
Wah... fastest timing in my life so far.. lol
So happy.
Come on lishean, show the same determination in your studies!!!
PROMOS coming in i think 9 weeks. Stress.
Hai.. and I havent start revising.
cannot slack!!!!!!
HEE! ok. another thing is.. SO SORRY GANG! As in the secondary school clique. Cant join the steamboat at MK's house coz of super busy schedule. SOBZ. But i'll be staying over. Quite cool. YEAH! I LOVE STAYOVERS!
And..... I cant think of other things to blog liao. used to blog so often lo. Now like so lost touch with the blogging world. lol.
till the next time!
-omg
Friday, July 28
hmmm...
Actually, if I were to type this post yesterday, I'll be ranting like MAD. And I bet no one will read it till the end. LOL.
So all of you should feel blessed that I had Econs to do and thus didnt have time to come online to rant my frustrations.
I realise, JC life is really like, no life. YOu sleep, you wake-up, you travel to school, you go for lectures, you sit in tutorials, you go for lunch opposite sch.. and everyday just keeps repeating itself. SO SIAN. Evidence, yc's blog. Haha... she's complaining like me!
I realised I can be rather irriating and whiny nowadays. Opps.
But then, I really cant stand it when I put in effort for something, force my eyes to open lying on my bed, for fear that i'll fall asleep, and already have a aim in my mind and that something have to disappoint me. Worst still when it disappoints alot. This happens so very very often that I cant take it anymore. ARGH.
oops. sorry. I just ranted out tt irritating issue.
Hmmm. oh. and i want to talk about REGRET.
do you all often regret the things you do, speak?
I regret alot of things you know. and the feeling really..., su*ks.
i used the word, and u know how pissed i am right.
ARGH.
you may say there's no point regretting for something that has already happened. Yes i know. But I still cant fight the feeling can? i hate it when it happens so very frequently.
Does this comes to a point that I think too much? too sensitive? hai, as what mk always tells me. i'm trying to change already, and i hope i really can.
OH, I'm sorry this turned out to be a RANTING post still. paiseh. this's not for your reading pleasure.
it's the failure that happens time and again that took away my confidence.
and i didnt used to think that way, instead, i'll be very angry with myself if I think of myself that way in the past, but all the things may proved it right. afterall, i shldnt live in self denial right. but of coz, i will still work hard to prove that wrong la.
bye.
So all of you should feel blessed that I had Econs to do and thus didnt have time to come online to rant my frustrations.
I realise, JC life is really like, no life. YOu sleep, you wake-up, you travel to school, you go for lectures, you sit in tutorials, you go for lunch opposite sch.. and everyday just keeps repeating itself. SO SIAN. Evidence, yc's blog. Haha... she's complaining like me!
I realised I can be rather irriating and whiny nowadays. Opps.
But then, I really cant stand it when I put in effort for something, force my eyes to open lying on my bed, for fear that i'll fall asleep, and already have a aim in my mind and that something have to disappoint me. Worst still when it disappoints alot. This happens so very very often that I cant take it anymore. ARGH.
oops. sorry. I just ranted out tt irritating issue.
Hmmm. oh. and i want to talk about REGRET.
do you all often regret the things you do, speak?
I regret alot of things you know. and the feeling really..., su*ks.
i used the word, and u know how pissed i am right.
ARGH.
you may say there's no point regretting for something that has already happened. Yes i know. But I still cant fight the feeling can? i hate it when it happens so very frequently.
Does this comes to a point that I think too much? too sensitive? hai, as what mk always tells me. i'm trying to change already, and i hope i really can.
OH, I'm sorry this turned out to be a RANTING post still. paiseh. this's not for your reading pleasure.
it's the failure that happens time and again that took away my confidence.
and i didnt used to think that way, instead, i'll be very angry with myself if I think of myself that way in the past, but all the things may proved it right. afterall, i shldnt live in self denial right. but of coz, i will still work hard to prove that wrong la.
bye.
Saturday, July 22
Woah!
So fast, another week's gone.
Got back result slip and it was da-dang, a piece of shit. PUI.
Gonna, no, gotta! do better for promos. Twice the effort i hope.
This sunday's grading and BBQ!
I'm looking forward to the food! HAH.
Oh anyway, there's so many pple arnd me who keeps complaining they're fat and wants to go on diet. This make me also feel like skipping either lunch or break know... But then, my weight hasnt go down. Hmmm... maybe it's the sweet sugary drinks that's contributing to my weight and fats! ARGH! But everytime after PE or taekwondo, I will thirst, then I'll buy canned drinks. Everytime I walk past SweetTalk, I'll feel like buying bubble tea since it's so much affordable now then before. And somemore, after lunch or dinner, I always want to drink can. ARGH!!!!
NO! I must cut down, bring my weight to where I was this Jan.
O. Did you know that banana contains lotsa calories?
Now's arnd 1230, so tired le, shall stop here then.
-Jiu Ci Ge Bi-
Got back result slip and it was da-dang, a piece of shit. PUI.
Gonna, no, gotta! do better for promos. Twice the effort i hope.
This sunday's grading and BBQ!
I'm looking forward to the food! HAH.
Oh anyway, there's so many pple arnd me who keeps complaining they're fat and wants to go on diet. This make me also feel like skipping either lunch or break know... But then, my weight hasnt go down. Hmmm... maybe it's the sweet sugary drinks that's contributing to my weight and fats! ARGH! But everytime after PE or taekwondo, I will thirst, then I'll buy canned drinks. Everytime I walk past SweetTalk, I'll feel like buying bubble tea since it's so much affordable now then before. And somemore, after lunch or dinner, I always want to drink can. ARGH!!!!
NO! I must cut down, bring my weight to where I was this Jan.
O. Did you know that banana contains lotsa calories?
Now's arnd 1230, so tired le, shall stop here then.
-Jiu Ci Ge Bi-
Saturday, July 15
Finally posting my feelings again...
Woo.. cant believe that I'm actually blogging. So duper long never blog about my life liao... hee
There's so many things going on in my life now, and it feels rather good actually. I prefer to have lots of activities after sch rather than go home right after sch ends. I think that's because I like company.
Oh ya, and back to the topic, about being busy right. hmm ya.. Now I dont have time to come online during weekdays, except when I have to come dl notes or do PW. Such boring stuffs right. I agree. But then I think what's occupying most of my time is tkd, and coz I enjoy it, I dont really mind. For now lah. if it's like promo time, I will mind. LOL. come on, I am LiShean. the great. wahahhaa
Oh. And I forgot to blog about something very impt. JCT results. Well, it's pui, a piece of shit. And I actually got a U for physics. I got 36 and to get an S grade you need 37. damn.
But I'm quite happy for econs, considering the amount of time I spend on it. haha.
Then, am quite disappointed for geog and gp. am VERY disappointed for maths. Which I practised the most. Hmm... so I still believe that if you think that you're very good in something and you think that you can do it well, sorry, it will always turn out the opposite. This is life man. big sianness.
Whatever.
-tkd rocks
There's so many things going on in my life now, and it feels rather good actually. I prefer to have lots of activities after sch rather than go home right after sch ends. I think that's because I like company.
Oh ya, and back to the topic, about being busy right. hmm ya.. Now I dont have time to come online during weekdays, except when I have to come dl notes or do PW. Such boring stuffs right. I agree. But then I think what's occupying most of my time is tkd, and coz I enjoy it, I dont really mind. For now lah. if it's like promo time, I will mind. LOL. come on, I am LiShean. the great. wahahhaa
Oh. And I forgot to blog about something very impt. JCT results. Well, it's pui, a piece of shit. And I actually got a U for physics. I got 36 and to get an S grade you need 37. damn.
But I'm quite happy for econs, considering the amount of time I spend on it. haha.
Then, am quite disappointed for geog and gp. am VERY disappointed for maths. Which I practised the most. Hmm... so I still believe that if you think that you're very good in something and you think that you can do it well, sorry, it will always turn out the opposite. This is life man. big sianness.
Whatever.
-tkd rocks
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