so! Went for 方大同 LIVE音乐会 with yc,aq,sis and I.

I think his personality is cute. He verbalises whats going on in his mind. Oh! reminds me of ms j. lols. Anyway, back to the point, he's real skinny and to me, he totally feels like stanley huang lixing. With the way he walks... And for those who dont know who is he or how he actually looks like(coz his album pic is dark dark de):



And yc got 2 posters of his. One given by peifen and the other by fangdatong himself. She must be feeling so happy man. plus I just got her sms that she won YET another one hand signed from yes933. Oh man. When will I win something from yes933? lols.



And after that went for genkisushi. oh ya, the food was okok. Overspend the voucher limit too. my sis paid the remainder. =)

Yay! Haha, I'm one of the 9 out of 762pple who have been liberated today! Notice that my subj comb is always the first to end and thus have the most packed timetable. after 2 double exams day, felt really drained.

Throughout these past few days of studying, had the accompany of Mr.rashes. Eeeks. As you all know rashes is a HUGE issue for lishean. lishean and rashes simply cannot co-exist. How unlucky can I get?

On a lighter note, I found a great snack to munch on whilst studying. Mini TOMATOES! mugging+tomatoes=healthy lifestyle. lols. Speaking of munching, I swallowed a few packets of TaoKaeNoi, loads of snacks from Hokkaido from aunt, endless loafs of bread yadayada. And I'm gonna gain so much weight! but I dont want to exercise, i'm not as hardworking as fiona and mel to go runnning VOLUNTARILY. Haha.

So anyway, I'm now having this 5 day long holiday. big yayness! Gonna plan it well and enjoy!

Oh, before ending, my phone's seriously "sot"! It doesnt freaking record my miss calls. Whats the point of telling me I have a miss call and not tell me who is it from? And in the whole of last week, had some missed calls, could it be the NDP informers? Argh! too late. Gotta send it for repair sometime soon.

Lastly, hope everyone who still have lit, chem, bio papers will have enough strength to endure a lil while longer. =)

I promise this is my last post before JCT ends...

One of my greatest weakness is indecisiveness. I think my sis will nod super agreeingly if she sees this. yah so back to the point. you know what. when i see something I like, I will most likely not buy it on the spot. after i leave the shop, that particular something will linger in my head and then if i really cant get it off my mind, i will go back and buy. like now, i feeling like buying that stupid shorts from fareast and that tshirt from zara. But anywayy, the point of me blogging this is: I shall stop being so indecisive. I'll try.




haha xf i post your unglam picture. I HAVE to post this pic coz LOOK! my eyes are bigger than hers!! wahahaha.

and i like this =) we look so natural and happy here. =))

how come this two pic look so diff when its taken at the same place? lol.

and btw, I'm quite pissed for still not being able to get that BANG! mag.

And the last thing: I dont understand why I'm always hardworking at the wrong time.

Sec 2 was such a wrong time to be hardworking, it should be sec4. not that sec 2's not impt, but it relatively less impt isnt it.

And now, I feel that its happening again. FREAK.

sorry, till now, i havent been keeping my promise.

i hope i can lift up my head high the next post.

After watching dance concert, I realise that I miss the stage and I miss my erhu. but well, missing my erhu is a subset of me missing the stage.

From those nervous on-stage performances in sec 1 and 2 to the dont-really-feel-anything performances (excludes syf and concerts) in sec 3 and 4 subsequently.

Miss the applause after every piece you play. miss the trying to listen to what others are playing at the other end of the stage. miss the encore and the "faked" encore by the alumni. Haha, and zhenglaoshi walking backstage and reappearing in less than a minute to play our encore piece which we had practised beforehand.

and of course "my" erhu. From not knowing anything about it to knowing how to position it, the fingerings, how to tiaoying, how to huanxuan, how to huangong etc.. That's what kept me occupied for 3 and 1/2 years.
And then I decided that perhaps I didnt have enough passion to continue for another 1 and a 1/2 years. and i moved on.
But now, I miss the stage. It's been a long time since I genuinely performed on stage.
Not that I regret it, just that sometimes things can trigger your lost passion for something.

I missed this out during the previous entry. How could I?

CHEERS a thousand times for finally finding this mag at PageOne.

Ok, this post shall be in point form to gather all my thoughts.











- last training was so not last trainings. last training ended like there's gonna be 10 more trainings to come.





-when i make a decision, i shldnt regret it right? RIGHT!

- tt day was snapping photos with wenhui. and i commented that my smile [wei xiao] looks weird in pictures. [ maybe in real life too?] and she suggested me to da xiao.
-well, i think it turns out slightly better than wei xiao. LOL



-went for badminton girls finales against rj. think tj had the most supporters la. though the girls didnt win, they put up a good fight la.




ane was thinking, how nice if taekwondo can get that kind of support for our competition. not even 5 tjcians came to support us even though we won. hai, reality. once the school doesnt support you, there's almost nothing you can do. )=)







- sports carnival today. I WENT. coz I cannot pon.
- and i got darker AGAIN. sobs




-went vivo after that.





-finally saw the donut parlour. (but shldnt it be donut factory?)
- at vivo toliet, random

- Oh. I forgot to rant about something.

You know that day, on one fateful day, I pon school. Not to play, not to slack, not even to rest, but to study for the geog jct the following day.

And on that particular day, 6 girls was missing from class. oh my.

And mind you, that was the first ever time I pon school since j1 day one.

ok la, i came late 2 time to rest. but it's just coming late!!

wah, i cannot stand it that for the very first time, i got caught and punished.

ane, i hate that punishment. it's year-long. ARGH!.

-end of rant-

-take care peeps

i wanna study efficiently for jct, I want my freedom back. Got to find back the trust for her.

My mind is in a whirl.

I'm undergoing this period of "insaneness".

What am I supposed to do?

Expose was last sunday.

I know this is abit late (I always blog late) but better late than never!

Since I'm lazy to post pictures up, shall write essay style about the comp..



Trainings for the past 2-3 weeks was tiring no doubt but I'm glad I have a great team which make things so so much better..



The 3 of us [ yuyang/desiree/me] passed time:

drinking glucolin (lols!)

gossiping about everything under the sun

from wearing knee guards to applying counter-pain

tearing AND crying

doing knuckle pumping

trying to immitate dancers and their dance steps

eating TaoKaeNoi

sharing hor fun/mui fan/barley and yy and me snatching the barley seeds

fine tuning our pattern in the toliets

and even being spied on

and even diao^ing the girl who spied on us

..
..
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All of these memories will be etched in my heart. though in the end we didnt manage to clinch what we aimed for, but the journey to clinching the silver was still worth remembering.

this gonna sound cliche, but dont care, coz I really truely felt the meaning behind this quote...

"Its the journey that matters and not so much of the destination"

though i dont deny that there will be 遗憾, but we all believe that it wasnt reeeallly totally our fault. What happened was just an accident that came at a really wrong time.

so, cheers!



green belt team 2007, still the happiest one. =)))

Subconciously, I know I'm just giving excuses for not studying.
But the excuse IS there, it's visible and real.
Conciously, I know that even if it's there, I shouldnt use it.
But... just dont think I'm strong enough, yet.

I'm waiting for 13 May to come. Yet the other half of me wish that it can cont for a lil longer.

-矛盾-